You kno how from a thrid person point of veiw someones elses life can be as awesome as you see it. But i found out that lifes a bit more then the eyes can see. What i am trying to say is i want people to know my life is far from GLAMOROUS. Matter of fact is so the oppisite. Appaerently untill i turn 50 i will never feel real stress. That i wil never be as hurting inside as they are.
Honestly i feel like this mascot that got the crap beat out of em. Just becasue my costum can be washed and bam its new again... but inside the costume my human flesh still has bruises and scars. i still feel pain even though my coustume strikes fear. I still get writers block ever though i pronouce my self as awesome.
