A tribute to Sieze the day---

You said you loved me
You said you really cared
You said you’d never leave
Yet your not here.

As we laid being lazy
Video taping me from toe to head
Holding me, and my belly
You said you loved me. So you said.

Your so called friends
Came and dragged you away
Flattery engulfed your soul; you were their #1 man
Bet it hurts when they left you half way

At home alone waiting for you
Never knew you’d not come home
When I was here too
But that’s just how life goes

I laid on the couch
With a nervous bleeding in my chest
But I trusted you
That I knew best

But it took a few hours
Before I felt my heart drop
I turned to channel two to see you
The cops drove you away, my heart stopped

Everyday you’d call
Waging war on your self
Saying, “Sorry so sorry baby.
I didn’t mean to do this to us. Myself.”

A few weeks after I gave birth,
I needed closure with you
So I drove to you who gave me hurt
Yet once gave me love

I argued and cried with you.
That time I died a bit inside,
I ran away from you.
My anguish I could not hide.

Bright lights --- blind me.
Bright lights --- hurt me.
Bright lights --- Killed me.
Bright lights --- Soothe me.

I felt pain on the outside for a brief moment,
The pain in my soul will be forever.
My body lay bit by bit on the pavement,
The snow fell like bloody feathers.

My heart, though firmly crushed into the ground,
Will always be yours, my lover.
Know I now our time is limited,
But remember this will always be our December.